hollow and happy

Wishing I could sleep.
Forever
Never wake up to another day
Nothing feels
Nothing touches me
Hollow and happy
Lie to me
Die with me
Cause nothing matters anymore
Our secrets lost within the cracks in my arm
Long way down
Almost home
Kill me again
You know you’d love to do it again
You know I’d love you to do it again
Slit my throat
So that I can’t talk
Numbing away the cold
Tag, I’m it
Taking turns
Dieing
Tried to outrun the pain
But I tripped on your smile
Now I’m losing faith
It doesn’t matter to you
If I die
Just lay pretty for five minutes
Happy happy boy
And his dead dead little girl
Forgetting how to cry with every breath
My heart is leaving
No more breaking
I’m gone
I meant it when I said forever, no matter what.
Even if I have to die from you
To live for you