fuck no. ... i hate school sometimes. its not bad up until the last week or two. Finals are a bitch. i have so much work and not to mention no car. whee. but im almost there. wish me luck people, i think im going to need it this time around. got straight As last quarter. this one i dont think im going to be so lucky. but i will pass damnit. and thats what matters to me. maybe not to mom and everybody else, but considering, i think Bs would be just fine with me. none of my classes have been easy. and i still got 2 big projects due wednesday that i havent even started really. one i just need to do, not too hard. or at least it looks that way. but its going to be at least 5 pages. goodie. and then i need to build a whole website for a bussiness/group and im not going to get the information for it till tonight or tomorrow. jesus. these people are killing me. but i can do it i think. i wanna use frames so bad. they make it so much easier, but the teacher said i should so i probably won't. shes got to make my life harder huh?

in other news. i've been taking some pictures as you can see. i forgot how much i like it sometimes. soon enough i can make that my focus for a while. and i'll be eighteen in ...21 days. the count down has begun. this spring and summer will be better. i hope. i have been promised. and i am counting on people to uphold these promises. or i will freak the fuck out. to put it in simple terms.

i need a job...i dont want one. i dont really have the time, and i dont have a car, but i really need the fucking money. i dont know where i could work either. i hate fast food jobs. but if i must i must. but i dont really feel like comprimising my hair and things too much. and the only place i can really think of would be hottopic. im friends with some of the people that work there, but i dont think they are hiring. i as in there the other day and they seemed to have a few new people. i dunno. maybe i can get in here soon. for the summer or something. i only go to school 2 days a week next quarter. monday 2-9pm and wenesday 5-9pm. you think someone would want me. oh well. i will get it done. i have to. i cant do this anymore. i need out. and getting out aint cheap.